I hope I am in the right place because I have a lot of questions about myself and situations. First off let me come right out and say that I am pretty sure of myself that I have some type of psychic ability. What ability, I don't know. Actually I am not sure if I really do or I am just sensitive to others,etc.

Excuse me if I make no sense!I am currently working the graveyard shift and I am tired! :-)

So where do I start....well what I do know is that I am indeed sensitive to everything! I have always had the ability to just know when something isn't right, whether it be a situation, place or person. It has only been recent that I have learned to listen to my internal feelings. I'm pretty sure that most people feel when things aren't right but I have asked a lot of people and several have given me a look like I am crazy! The only person I can really relate to is my mother because she has a LOT in common with me. My son who is now 8 has mentioned that he has seen "shifters" in the house and I have made it very, very clear for him to sternly tell these "shifters" to GET OUT,etc. He has made references to his dead paternal great grandparents that he never met or even see pictures of. Anyways...I get a LOT of "deja-vu" feelings about all kinds of things. I knew since I was 11 years old that I would become pregnant at 16, which I did( I surely didn't plan it either!). I knew my mother and step dad were going to divorce since I was very young. I knew I was going to get into both of my car accidents. My first was I got rear ended and I wasn't wearing my seatbelt. I told myself I needed to put it on because I was gonna get it..lo and behold seconds later I got hit at a stop light and slammed into 3 cars.

When I was in high school I expressed to my mother that I thought I had paranoid schizophrenia because I would lay in bed at night with an overwelming feeling of pure evilness and I would see BLACK..things floating over me and other nights I would try to fall asleep it would sounds as if I was in a small overcrowded room buzzing with conversations. Long story short I became suicidal because I couldn't deal with whatever was going on. I was on every anti-psychotic med known to mankind and all it did was make me fat! (I didn't have any other typical signs of psychosis though.) I ended up in the hospital twice because I couldn't deal with my situation so my mother ordered to get my hormones checked,etc. Come to find out, my calcium was dangerously high and it attacked my parathyroid which they removed part of. I was told that these "hallucinations" can be caused from high calcium and once I had surgery it would stop. Well it didn't, I still have it from time to time. I also have this overwhelming feeling that I sense presence in all kinds of places. I even feel it at my job as I type this. Funny thing is that other people have mentioned it here so I don't feel so nutty! :-)
Aside from that I can sense when people are upset or depressed even if they look happy as can be. I know when I wake up if I am going to have an off day and it's not as if I set myself up because I don't. It's one of those things that " I just know" kinda feelings...

Again sorry for the rant, but there's so much more. I need answers and if I am indeed blessed with some type of capabilities, I would like to learn how to increase them. I feel like I am an old soul. I feel emotionally old and tired a lot. I feel like I have been here before and I am put here to "fix something". I feel as if I was given my son for a reason too though I am not sure. I love him to pieces either way though!!!

Should I meditate? Can someone give me some insight as to what is going on? Any positive insight would be appreciated!

-Jennifer
DOB: May 14, 1986
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