memoirsofawallflower = so right it hurts!

Kagura, you are almost on the verge of obsession. Which is not a good thing. He drew a line and made it clear do not pass. I suggest you move on with your life.
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I am truly sorry about your loss. I can feel your pain inside. Death is a difficult subject to broach. I am sorry but I don't think a "medium" will be of much help for you. You need to go through the grieving process. Brigitte this is normal behavior , " I had days when I thought he was near and I would talk out loud to him...but lately, nothing.." If he were alive he would want you to go on with your life, not looking for him via a medium. The spirits echoes I have encountered in my paranormal quest, have little to no knowledge of the present. Most people pass on normally and reach where they are supposed to go, for them, nothing remains in this world. Spirit echoes, ghosts, are just stored bits of past memory lost in the present. It is equivalent to watching a TV with a scrambled channel and only getting brief random glimpses of a whole picture. I don't think you really would want any part of him stuck in this world. He has made a journey onward, and you should remember the past but not live in it.
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"Hate" is a powerful word, and I can tell you truly mean it. The problem is who do you hate? Him? Yourself? Both? You are, like your user name a beautiful exotic gem, with power and radiance. I f you hate him, the answer is simple, leave with no fear or regrets (even if you have nothing to your name, just leave). Seek clergy, even if you don't believe- they have resources to get you help. I think you hate yourself for what you have allowed yourself to become,

"I used to be a strong, independent and confident woman but I have become a prisoner to my love for him and I don't understand why!"

All of those qualities are still in you. When you are ready to be free, you will be. It all resides inside of you, and always has.
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Guys I deal in the paranormal, day in and day out. I don't do investigations any longer though. You possibly have a medical condition that needs to be looked at. please allow the link.

some research suggests, stress, napping in the daytime, sexual or physical abuse, or early Parkinson disease as possible reasons. I am not a doctor and am only citing a possible reason. This is not paranormal.
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99.9% of the time when a person has to ask is their marriage is over, it IS. Where there is intelligent life, there will be love to follow.
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She wanted a way out, the computer chat thing was just a way to cause a fight that would end it. You are better off not continuing after her. Let it go, and move on with your life.
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I don't think you need to be psychic to figure out what your answer should be. Look into that beautiful heart of yours and the answer will reveal itself :)
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A friend of mine who is a psychic, had a serious encounter in a demon possession case. My friend Lindsey is a paranormal investigator. A recent case brought her to Midland Ca. She felt a demonic presence had over run the clients husband. A exorcism followed. Afterwards Lindsey, has had serious nightmares, and visions. She has told me it is affecting her in a way she can't explain. I am concerned for her. She did seek advice from a local psychic that told her part of the demon may have entered her during the exorcism. She felt that given some time the dreams and visions would cease. I am a skeptic by nature but, I worry that she might need a exorcism too, if she doesn't improve. The part that really bothers me is that Lindsey keeps expressing the demons "name". What I mean is that she believes she received a name regarding the demon during the exorcism. She is now either consciously or sub - through writing, pictures, words, and expressions invoking that name constantly. Is there anything I can do to help her?
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